“Peak, South Carolina”
By: Ashley Sapp
(content warning: mental illness)
I found a picture of an eyeball online
with veins that stretched and curved
like bare trees in a forest. How amazing
to briefly notice the wild that quietly pervades
behind our eyelids, a complicated but humble
jungle birthing something ocular, singular.
The seemingly untamed parts of myself
are reflected in mirrors that I dare not touch
for I was taught my skin is forbidden, even to me.
So, I seek out abandoned places – crumbling churches,
decrepit train depots, uninhabited homes –
and they remind me of my body.
We are also built to decay.